I received 2 amazing prayers in the mail from a friend the other day. Both are prayers from a mother asking for healing on behalf of her sick child. The mother's pleas so perfectly express where I am at right now, I thought I should post them here for any other parent suffering for their child.
The first prayer is for a sick infant, still in baptismal innocence. The second is a prayer for an older child no longer in baptismal innocence. Since only Our Lord knows which of these my son falls under, I have both of these prayers at my bedisde. But be warned: these prayers are not for the faint of heart and take on a tone unfamiliar to most people these days. Yet despite the 'harshness', I can't help but think that such prayer, when prayed sincerely, must be very pleasing to God.
A Mother's Prayer For Her Sick Infant
O ininitely merciful God, with contrite hearts we acknowledge before You that we have deserved not only this but far more grievous suffering! My family and I have often and deeply offended Your infinite justice and holiness. It is right that we should be chastised. But, notwithstanding, we fly to Your paternal Heart to implore Your mercy, to beg for a remission of our indebtedness.
Behold this innocent child, Yours by far stronger claims than ours! Release him from suffering. He could not yet offend You. Ah, free him from pain! The grace of Holy Baptism is still all his own. O bless Your tenderly loved child! With the blood of Your Son he was dearly purchased. O then, for Jesus' sake, take pity on him. He is the pure and unprofaned temple of Your Holy Spirit. We are firmly resolved never to commit sin and, for the rest of our life, we will serve You with fidelity and gratitude.
Have mercy, good Father, on my poor sick child, and restore him to health! You can do all things. If You will it, this sickness will disappear. One word from You, and health will be restored. I promise to train him carefully to the utmost of my ability, to use every means to make him know, love, and serve You. Assist me by Your grace to preserve him in his innocence, to fortify him in all virtues. But if O Heavenly Father, You forsee that he will ever deviate from Your Commandments and lose his precious soul, rather take him at once to Yourself in heaven. I could far rather see him die in his innocence than behold him a victim of sin and eternal damnation.
My apologies, as I do not have the information about the book from which the prayers came, but if anyone recognizes them, please let me know! I will be posting the other prayer tomorrow.